Why still cant over you

i though i already over u but when the moment i saw ur face..
i realize that u never left me its just i don dare to think about it..
i hate myself why till nw still missing u ..
why why wan me to see u again ...
and pretend i feel nothing..
do u knoe hw pain i am .. when i tot i cant just over u ..
and start v my new life..
but u just like the air ..
everything i saw i feel all its just about u ..
the eyes follow u ..
my heart doesnt belong to me...
u control all the thing ..
my happiness, my sadness...
my tears bcause of you..
every drop off i wish is the last..
i just don know why there r always happen again...