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Why must always ...........

life is fugacious....
u hv no time to guess what will happed in the next minute...
some people said tomorrow is mystery...
appreaciate every minute that u passing...
just do what u think... don always think that u still got TIME...
cuz nobody can know their destiny...
what make you so sure that tomorrow u still here v the some1 u love
i don meant curse anyone...
sometime regret mean nothing....
thing path cross us...

another drama "24"

Wahaha...
what a good news...
my Supernatural and Criminal Mind is out lo.. Season 4 lo.. Great...
hahaha... for supernatural Dean is back lo...
Criminal Mind still downloading .. so don know wat happen again ....
nvm i wil wait ....
another new drama i watching nw is "24"
24 mean 24 hours is talking about...
a terrorist want to kill a senator who mayb can be the first black man step into white house...
a department name CTU to find out who wan to mudered the senator.. thats might be some1 powerful at the governtment....but
the man (head of the CTU) hv to find out that 1 of his man is bad..
at the same time the man duaghter is missing....
so hw is going to handle or solve the problem at the same time...
1 episode is 1 hour and there is 24 episode so is 24 hour ...
that why this drama name "24"
everything happen between this 24 hours ....
u cant miss any episode cuz u will confuse for the next episode....
very nice oh...

what i wan to do...

working life can be equal the boring life
ppl don like their working life cuz they don like their job..
is difficult to get the job u r in love..
or mayb some1 lucky..
of course when u be a boss..
then u can be anything u wan it..
find out hw to bcome a boss...
okat i admit it that i am the lazy bug..
who lazy to work....
or maybe if my work can make my life more interesting then will be perfect....
working...working.. working..
for the rest of my life just left working....
or really annoy me...
hoooo..... boring life....

catch me if you can

Catch Me If You Can

Leonardo and Tom Hank....

"Catch me if u can" is really a impressive movie ....

is a true story...

somebody they just born as a genius rite.. just like the movie Frank (leonardo)

the 1 who can act like a doctor,lawyer,pilot....

is that weird all those is proffesional how no1 know that...

so i reallt admire Frank he is a genius...

this movie really nice to watch...

sometime u will found that everything can be happened....

maybe u will feel bore from the beginning but trust me u gonna love it whenu finished all..

They r back....

the time passing fast....already 1 year....
all my friend in london .. they r back ...
yeah we can hang out again...
cant wait to meet them ...
i think they sure hc a lot of thing to told me...
some experience... some funny...
sometime i just feel that...
time really passing so fast and silencely..
i mean i never realize that they oledi stay there 1 years...
i still hv a frest memory the day we at air port..
hahaha... welcome back oh...

i am sick...

sometime i really feel sick to do all about this....
i should hv my own life just like others...
but why cant.... only me cannot...
everytime i try to sound out but u never try to listen...
i m not trying to complain or holler anything..
i just wan to let u all know i really don like u all keep asking me to do something that i don like..
wat make u all feel like i am the faineant.. or eat one's head off
the way u tell me make me feel like everything seem like bcuz of me...
nobody try to listen to me....
so i try to be more strong...

21

Movie :21

Starring:Jim Sturgess (Ben) , Kate Bosworth (Jill) and the korea guy u oso can see him at the disturbia

Running time: 123 minute...

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weekend.... actually i should go out hv a dinner and movie ..

but unfortunately something make me cant make it..

so i download a movie called "21"

so wat u think about the 21?

of course is blackjack..

the world most famous gambling game....

"winner winner , chicken dinner"

this is the word wat they said when they won the money ..

is pretty nice movie.....

for the first i just thought thats another movie copy Ocean Eleven(i m big fans of Ocean 11)

but i guess im wrong cuz this movie actually is a true storey for the MIT blackjack team...

for the first they let u know that gambling can help u to earn much much money that u cant imagine, and u can just be anyone u wan to be...

For the last the movie still inculcate that gambling not a good way to earn the money...

"win like a man , lose like a man"

My Best Besy Super Best Friend... Happi Birthday

Nama: Yap Yoke Phin

Place : Neno Vivo (italian cuisian)

Celebration: Birthday......

Today is a special day cuz is my best best friend birthday name Yap Yoke Phin...

10 years lo....hope that the next 10 years 20 years 30 years...we still can celebrate birthday together or mayb 10 years later we can bring along our babe and celebrate 2gether k..

thank you to be my friend ....

i am really very happy can be ur friend....

i so lucky the god send you to be my friend...

i wish u always happys and smile...

and i always by ur side k....

no matter happy or sad i always here to ready a hugs for u ....

Happy Birthday To u

YAP YOKE PHIN........

Criminal Mind season 4??? When ????

i just finished my criminal mind season 3 ..
oh my god who is on the car? JJ? spencer?garcia?morgan?horch?
who who who is on the car?
i cant wait to knoe the answer..
but i stil hv to wait until septenber for the season 4 ...
perhaps the bom car is nobody there..
so no 1 is dead...
September again .. supernatral oso hv to wait until September ..
why not they make it faster ...
hahz........
2 more month to go for my Criminal Mind and Supernatural....

Criminal mind ...

Name: Criminal Mind

Season: Season 1,2 and 3

After Supernatural.... another nice and excited drama "Criminal mind"

the story is taking about the FBI BAU special agent..

Wat is BAU? honestly i don know...

actually they all the team whos profile the case... serial killer or interlink muderer

and most of the interlink muderer also facing a mentally problem...

like split personlatily...

is great to know hw their profile and understand the killer ....

funny thing is always catch the killer at the last minutes before the vistim died....

And that calls "Sitcom"

and u don worry u will miss any episode.. cuz each episode had their own story..

is nice to watch if u like all those psychonolysis...

i love it very much i spend 3 days to finish season 1 .. and nw i going to continue my season 2

Worst ....

sometime.....a second no no is everytime i look at the mirror.. i feel that im so useless
im just nebbish.. im nobody...
i always make them down and disappoited...
why i so stupid...
shame to face them...
they give everything to me...
i cant pay back wat they expect...
just a simple thing i cant make it...
hw useless i am...
i feel so sorry to them.. i really feel very sorry..
but i just cant speak out ...
i work so hard but still cant make it...
why i still cant make it...
i not work hard enough?
i don knoe..
i don understand...
i don ....
i cant weep away...
i am the one who make the thing become worst...
i am the one who make the thing become incurable....
i am coon....

Mood

1214 am midnight .. cant fall to sleep although feel sleepy..
reading DIGITAL FOREST chapter 36.. listening Bleeding Love..
but don know why suddenly thinking about my result.. i was so sorry..
worry about that am i pass or fail ....
hah~... this type of mood really can kill me silencely....
i wish to know the result but at the same time i hope that i never know the answer forever...
i so contradiction....
oh my god....can some1 help me...
that is so excruciate....
dead....survive...desparate...hope...

feel

before final i was so scared that i cant finish my work on time....
during presentation i was so nervous the lecturer don line my work...
ok finally the presentatil is over and nw im so panic about my result...
damn can some1 tell me why what the life i hv been...
scared.. nervous..panic.. fear ...
ok its really make me feel myself i am the useless....
everybody keep telling me its okay.. everything is fine...
i just wonder to know that if i really i cant make what i expect and what what my parent expect ...
hw i going to accept and explain all this.. sucks (i know is a bad word) ..
i very very worry ..... of course is my result...
i just hope that i can get my result as soon as possible...
so i can know the answer and not need to worry about that ..
and i alos wish that i can pass it.. that wat i hope so... final sem pls let me go...
pls pls pls if u r checking out my blog.. then just wish me that i can pass..
i will appreciate it okay... (if i pass la)

Supernatural...

Name: Supernatural..

Chapter : Season1 , season 2 and season 3 (showing)

type: horror

Cast: Jensen Ackles (Dean Winchester)

Jared Padalecki (Sam Winchester) i more prefer they called him "sammy"

Is a Tv series.. is talking about all the ghost, demon, spirit... and some interesting legend and symbol.. i love that..

this drama is great i mean beside my handsome "Dean"

the story sometime quite scary.. and i swear i wont watchi alone t the mid nite..

season 1 and 2 is finished.. nw going to continue to my season 3..

just curious that wat happen to sammy who is he? y every demon going to catch him?

i just cant wait for the last episode..

and there have a website for all the ghost story if u r interesting? just drop me a smg, theni will send it to u..

this drama is pretty nice.. if u hv time must go to check it out.. and i believe that sure u will love Dean very much (if u r gal) ...

Top 10 Magic Movie

ok let me expain what i mean magic movie...

Magic movie = spell + witch + animal can speak + supernnatural + power ...

(something that never happen in our real life)

Top 10 i love most

1. Harry Portter series

2. The Lord of the Ring series

3. Narnia

4. Golden Compass

5. Cat in the Hat

6. Dragon

7. Bewitched

8. Elf

9. The Polar Express

10. Miyazaki series

This r my favourite Top 10 ....

Ghost Rider

Today i watched "Ghost Rider" by nicholas cage one of my favourite artist...

a movie show on 2007(if im not mistaken)

is talking about the son sell his soul to the devil is to save his father...

if i can sell the soul what u want back? money? power? lover? healthy? family?

is quite hard to make a decision rite?

and another the problem is what for they wan my soul...

my soul nothing.... i not smart...not beautiful... not rich.....not talent....not....

hahaha....

This movie very nice..nice story..nice motorcycle.....of course and my Nicholas Cage la...

he so awesome....

Stop time...........

time not enough for me..........
plan.....
section.....
3d......
idea.........
design........
rendering.........
formatting........
3d max..........
autocad..........
hah~ why my life so ridiculous............
i think i hv to redigest all this.....
try to understand all this........
but its just sometime sometime i m so lost.........
just like everyting is going to the wrong way ........
and there all no more u turn.......
i just like in the maze........
which way i need or i have to go.........
something just drive me crazy.........HELp me...........

timeless to me...

the moment u said u love me...
is the perfect moment....
but don know when silence beside us...
told me that mayb now is the time to said goodbye..
goodbye my love....
let go ur hand....
no more tears...
no more happiness....
no more tender...
in my heart u always have a place....
to keep ur smiling face...
how long i going to forget you and stop missing you..
life without you...
life without your love...

touching story

这是个真实的故事,至少我看后哭了:
当这栋五层的楼房倒塌时，霜正在一楼的办公室里加班，吃着石给她送来的夜宵。他俩是一对新婚数月的小夫妻，恩爱非常。石比霜大八岁，从三年前认识起便对霜如珠似宝地宠爱着。由于两人不在一个城市，几经努力仍无法调动到一个城市。直到半年前，石才辞去了工作，只身到霜所在的城市。 　霜有一份报表必须在明天上交，但因为搞错了一个数据，使得总数一直对不上。不得不在晚上继续加班，到了10点半却还没找出问题出在哪，于是打了个电话向丈夫诉苦撒娇。于是石带了夜宵来陪她的妻子，并和她一起查对着文件中的数据。见丈夫走进办公室里，霜满肚的烦乱立刻烟消云散。石，一直是她的支柱，在外人看来，她是位很能干的女孩子，但在石前面，她永远是个小女人。看着丈夫的英俊的脸庞，心情就象窗外的星空一般，灿烂无比。石怜爱的摸着她的头发，命令着说：“乖，去吃东西。我来查。”于是霜乖乖的端着夜宵坐到石的对面，一边吃着一边满含柔情地盯着他，他的脸，他的一切，是她永远都看不厌的。她相信，只要丈夫出马，这世上便没什么办不到的事。果然，不到一刻钟，石便找出了那个错误，正微笑着想调侃他的妻子几句。而就在此时，这栋早在一年前便说要拆而勉强使用至今的办公楼，似乎在此时再也承受不起负荷，竟毫无征兆的轰然一声倒塌了。 　　　几秒钟之内，两人便被埋在了废墟之中。不知过了多久，当霜从昏迷中醒来时，眼前一片漆黑，一时竟不知身在何处。身上压着一条空心水泥板，但运气不错，这条水泥板的另一端却被另一条水泥板支撑着，只是压在她的身上令她无法动弹，却不会令她受伤。刚才的昏迷是因为有东西砸在了她的头上，另外腿部不知道是被什么砸到，骨头似乎断了，并好象在流血，但因为板压着，她摸不到自己的小腿。肩背处也有痛感，一摸也在流血。 　　“石！石！你在哪？”霜猛然想起了她的丈夫，叫着。没有反应，她怕极了，嘤嘤哭泣起来。 　　“霜，我在这??你怎??怎么样？有??有没有??受伤？”石微弱的声音从她边上传了过来。她记起来了，在倒塌的一瞬间，石是扑过来一下压在她的身上的，但现在怎么会分开，她已经想不起来了 　　　“老公！你??你怎么样？！”霜听着丈夫的声音大异平时，惊恐地叫着。 　　　“我没事。只是被压着动不了。”石忽然平静一如平时，说着：“宝贝，别怕，我在这，你别怕！”霜感觉石的手伸过来碰到了她的臂，急忙用手紧紧地抓着。石握着霜的手，有些颤抖，但有力，令她的恐惧顿时减轻了许多。 　　　“我的小腿好象在流血??”霜继续说着：“一条石板压在我的大腿上。老公，我们是不是要死在这了怎么会呢？一会儿就会有人来救我们了。”石紧了紧握着妻子的手：“用我的领带绑住你流血的腿，够不着小腿就绑大腿，越紧越好。”说完抽回手，将领带递了过来。霜照丈夫的话，把流血的腿给绑住，但由于力气不够，并不能有效的止住血流。如果没人来救他们的话，岂不是流血都会流死了吗？霜恐惧的想着。再伸过手紧紧的拉着石的手，只有这样，她才能不那么害怕。她突然觉得丈夫的手在抖，难道石也在害怕吗？这时，不知道从哪传来一声老鼠的叫声，霜尖叫了一声。她生平最怕的就是老鼠，现在这情形，老鼠就算爬到她头上，都无力抗拒。 　　“老婆，别怕。有我在呢，老鼠不敢过来的。过来我就砸死它！”石知道霜在怕什么，故意轻松的说着：“老天故意找个机会让我们患难与共呢。你的血止住了吗？” 　　“没有，还在流。”在石的玩笑话中，霜也轻松了不少：“唉，死就死吧。反正你跟我在一起，我什么都不怕!霜想起了三年前和石认识的情景，那是她大学最后一年的实习期，在石所在的城市的一个公司里工作。有一日，两人在一部电梯里偶遇，石的脸上充满着惊艳的神色，霜仿佛视而不见。只有两种男人能引起她的关注，一种是聪明的，另一种是英俊的。而在电梯里呆望着她的男人，霜在他英俊的面庞里明显地看出了智慧。似乎很玄妙，但后来的了解也证明了她看人的眼光，石无疑是一位极其聪明的男人。但只有对着她时，才会显出些傻样来。霜想着想着，几乎快要笑出声来。 有一次，霜的肚子痛极，倒在床上脸色煞白。石坐在她的床边，心痛使得他的脸色比她还白。他脱去外衣，躺在她的身侧，将她紧紧的抱在怀里。一丝一丝的温暖从他的身体传至她的体内，她沉醉在他的怀抱中，竟忘了那本是难以忍受的痛楚。爱情的力量，有谁能解释的清楚呵。 　　　两人静默着，都知道除了等待之外，他们毫无办法。霜感受着丈夫的手，继续想着以前的往事。其实从严格意义上说，是她追的他。那次邂逅后，她便终生不悔，而石却一直以为是他在苦追她，这傻子哦，我不给你制造机会你怎么追啊，霜微微的笑着想。两人在不同的城市，彼此的父母也都不是很赞成，但他们心里都知道，这一生只会爱对方。这种爱，只有当事人才会明白。在漆黑一团不闻一点声响的废墟里，霜却沉浸在回忆中，柔情似水地轻声对丈 夫说：“石??我爱你！”石紧了紧握着妻子的手作为回答。霜继续回想着以往的点点滴滴。石每隔几分钟便会跟她说话，使她不感害怕。但是，她想睡了，感到很困倦。 　　“石，我累了，我睡一会儿??”霜低低的说： 　　“不能睡！！”石大声的喝道。反应如此强烈令霜吃了一惊。石紧紧的握着霜的手，说：“听我说，你要控制自己，千万不能睡！你在流血，困倦不是因为疲累，而是因为失血，如果睡了，就不会再醒！知道吗，千万不要睡。跟我说话。” 　　　霜想控制睡意，但那种强烈的困倦，却似乎抵挡不了，真想就此沉沉睡去。石不断跟她说着话，说起以往的点点滴滴，真想睡，真想让石闭嘴，但她似乎连说话的力气都使不上来。她迷迷糊糊的听着，一直处在半昏半醒之间。不知道过了多久，她听到那外面有一声沉闷的敲击声，终于有人来救他们了！她兴奋地握紧丈夫的手，叫道：“你听，有人来了！有人来了！！”石的手却松开了，传入她耳边的是一声似叹息似呻吟的声音。她也终于昏迷了过 去。 　　　这栋楼倒塌是在深夜，没有人想到会有人在里面。直到早上，城建处才有人来勘察，才听到附近的人说昨晚似乎看到有间办公室一直亮着灯，但不知道有没有人。在查询了在这楼里的单位的人员后，确定了霜在楼房倒塌时在里面。于是通知了0，医院急救中心和建筑队，组织人员抢救，并有相关领导迅速到场指挥。 　　　抢救是顺利的，当挖开一块一块的水泥板，撬开一根又一根的钢筋后，施救人员首先发现了石。当抬他上来时，石的神智还是清醒的，他拒绝现场医护人员的救治，并不肯上救护车，躺在废墟边的担架里，嘴里不断喃喃的说着：“救她??救她??”在场的一位经验丰富的医生当看到石时，已经知道无救了，也不勉强将其抬上救护车，因为可能稍一移动便是致命的。只示意护士给他输血，但针管插入后血已输不进去了。他的嘴边不断溢着血，这是内脏受了严重外伤的反映，估计是肋骨断裂后插入。一只手已经断了，断裂处血已停流，两条腿的骨头也全是粉碎性骨折。 致命的是，从从他的脸色中看出，血几乎已经流尽了。令这位医生奇怪的是，按这种伤势是不可能坚持到现在的。 　　　石的眼睛眨也不眨的看着施救人员的举动，很快昏迷中的霜也被救了出来，石转向了医生，眼光里竟流露出乞怜的神情，嘴里已经说不出话来。医生现在有点明白为何他能坚持到现在了，给了他一个安慰的眼光，迅速走到霜的身边给她作了一些检查和必要的治理，然后让救护人员将她抬上救护车，回到石的身边，蹲下身来看着他急切的眼光说：“你放心，她没有生命危险，也没有严重的内伤，失血有点严重， 　　　当听到医生的话时，石刹那间似乎绷紧了的眩一下放松了，便委顿了下去，眼光追随着抬着霜的担架。医生不忍的看着，转头叫抬担架的人给先抬过来，将霜平放在石的边上。在场的所有人的眼光都聚集在了这里，偌大的一块地方，没有一个人发出一点声音。石用着生命的最后一丝力气，依恋地看着霜，看着他深爱着的妻。那眼光流露出疼爱，流露出万般的不舍，深深的看着，仿佛要将她的影象永远映在眼里。他竭尽力想将那只没断的手抬起来，但只能使手指微微动了动，医生噙着泪将他的手盖在了她的手上。石张着嘴，似乎在说着什麽。一滴泪，从他的眼里流了出来，而泪却使他的眼睛模糊，他想看她，他想看着她啊！医生懂他的心思，抖着手替他抹去了那滴泪，但他的眼睛大张着，却永远也看不见他的妻子了。他走了。 只有看过石的伤势的这位医生知道，为了妻子不感恐惧，为了他深爱的妻子不因失血致死，在生命的最后关头，他硬是抗拒了死神几个小时，他受的伤，是要忍受几个小时生不如死的痛楚啊。上了年纪的医生也再控制不住，为这位素不相识的人老泪长流。边上的几个小护士，早已失声痛哭。 　　　直到霜的伤势全部复原后，她的父母和哥哥才将石的死讯告诉了她。当明白这是真的时，霜以妻子的身份要来了石的死亡通知和病历。她一字一字的看着，脸上的神色很平静，令她的家人都松了一口气。她哥哥说，：“听在场的人说，妹夫在走之前，曾经跟你说过什么，但只有那位老医生听到了。”她一言不发，独自出了病房，她的母亲在她身后跟着她，见她径直走进了那位老医生的办公室，坐在他的对面老医生见是她，微笑地说：“你的伤好了？还该注意休息，不该到处乱跑的。” 　　　“我丈夫跟我说了什么？”她直视着医生，语气大异平时，连起码的礼貌也不顾了。她此刻只想知道石跟她说了什么，不想寒喧，不想说废话。 　　　老医生诧异地看了她一眼，但瞬间便理解了她。尽量的和缓的说：“他那时已说不出话了，口腔里的水份已不足， 　　　所以我只能看到他的口型。”霜也不继续问，只是仍旧盯视着他。医生叹口气，似乎回到了当时，神情也变的很悲戚，说：“如果我没有看错的话，当时他看着你，说的是：‘我爱你’，然后就??” 　　　霜沉默着，脸色变的雪一般白。医生正想着怎么安慰她时，只见她一张口，竟喷出了一口鲜血。 　　半年多过去了，霜的父母将她接回了家住。在这半年，她没有跟人说过一句话，也仿佛所有人都不认识。给她水，她就喝，给她饭，她就吃。其余时间便坐在自己房间发呆，或对着挂在家中的石的遗像喃喃的说着话。 　　看着自己的女儿成了这副样子，霜的父母在半年里似乎一下老了十岁。所有医生对霜的病症都摇头，也去看过心理医生，但不管医生跟她说什么话，她都是完全没听到的样子。 　　就这样又快过了半年，霜的哥哥的小女儿来外婆家吃饭。六岁的孩子看着跟以前完全不一样的姑姑，拉着她的手也没反应，不禁急了：“姑姑，姑姑！你以前说要带我去公园玩的，你骗人！”外婆外公拼命的打眼色，但那孩子哪去理会，继续嚷道：“还有姑父，他也答应过我的，哼，全说话不算话！”听到“姑父”两字，霜浑身一震，在她的身边，没有一个人敢提石，这是她快一年第一次听到有人提到他。竟也拉着小侄女的手说：“姑父答应过你的？ 　　　好，我马上带你去。”霜的母亲第一次听到她跟人说话，不由激动的哭了起来。霜的父亲马上想到女儿的病情可能有转机了，竭力压抑着颤抖的语气，平静的说：“那好，霜，你就带她。” 　　　　 　　　在公园，小侄女牵着姑姑的手，张大眼睛问道：“姑姑，姑父呢？爸爸说他去了很远的地方，但我又听见他跟妈妈说下星期是姑父的周年，要去祭他。姑父是死了吗?小侄女来后的几天，霜明显恢复了许多。跟父母不断的说着话，但他们都回避着石这个话题。 　　　到了石的周年这一天，中午母亲去叫霜吃饭时，却发现霜不在家里。正狐疑时，儿子的电话来了，霜在石的墓前。 　　　当父母赶到时，只见霜*坐在墓碑前，穿着结婚那天穿的礼服，眼睛闭着但嘴边却带着微笑。她的哥哥和嫂子站在她的前面，眼睛都已哭的红肿，霜的母亲一下便晕了过去，父亲浑身颤抖着走近，看到幕碑上霜用血写下了几句话: 　　　如果在天堂遇见你，你还记不记得我是谁？ 　　　如果在天堂遇见你，你是否还像过去？ 　　　我必须坚强，但我做不到，我不属于这儿，我只属于你。 　　　如果在天堂遇见你，你会不会紧握我的手？ 　　　如果在天堂遇见你，你会不会帮助我坚强？ 　　　我要寻找从黑夜到白昼的路，因为我知道我要找到你。 　　　请带我走吧，我相信天堂里定会有安宁。 　　　请带我走吧，我知道天堂里不再有眼泪。...

HappY BiRthDay....

HappY BirThDay to my Blog...
already 1 years old....
my blog already 1 yeras old...
The blog...full of my mood..my life....and everything
sometime grumblingly here...
Time passing by us....
day by day..
week by week...
month by month...
year by year...
sometime 12 month seem like very long but...
12 month always not enough for me ...
sometime i just wan to ask for more...
more time to sleep...
more time to hang out v my friend..
more time for my assignment (especially when facing examination and asssignment at the same time)
more and more....
ask for more...
pls........
GoodBye 2007....
Hellow 2008...
miss u 2007....