u again ...

again is u again ....
why everytime when i tot is the time i can over u ..
u show in front of me again...
do u know hw hard i try to forget u ...
to forget ur face...
to forget ur smile.. to forget ur...
u not even look at me...
u not even text me..
u not even call me...
me and u is just like a stranger ...
its just like we never know each others bfore...
Why u act it this way...
u really don feel anything ..between u and me...
no matter hw hard i try to forget u ..
u seem like a shadow all around me ..
but i knoe u and me bcome a stranger ....
bye dear ..

Best Friend?

There is at one time and another, i tot u will be my best friend forever and ever...

but slowly i found that actually i don hv any best friend....

im not deserve any best friend beside me ...

the way i concern my friend maybe is wrong way ..

its might make you all feel uncomfortable or im a busy body ...

i love u all , i wish u all can share everything.. happiness, sadness,laughing , tears...

but i found that ppl don...

when the concern bcome a nothing...

the friendship between us nothing to connected...

the word best friend seem like doesnt belong to me....

no matter hw hard i try to carry through the friendship between us ..

but thing still lose out...

MY DEAR BEST FRIEND

Time without u....

i already cant remember hw many time i missing u again ...
your face..
your tender..
your smile...
your hand ...
eveything about you its just like yesterday ...
i cant see others..
ur face ur shadow is kust all around the city ...
hw many time i press the buttom wan to call out..
and ask do u love me?
Nw.. i know u dont ...
u even dont pick up my call..
i m just a passenger or maybe just a toys in ur life...
maybe u just feel bored and try to make joke on me...
is just i dont understand the rules....
tot that will be real...
tot u really care about me..
tot u really like me...
tot u really love me...
tot ur kiss is real ....
tot u will be the one to hold my hand....
i try so hard to forget u...
i try so hard to stop missing you...
but i think i not strong enough....
my tears be the evidence that i still love you ....