Worst ....

sometime.....a second no no is everytime i look at the mirror.. i feel that im so useless
im just nebbish.. im nobody...
i always make them down and disappoited...
why i so stupid...
shame to face them...
they give everything to me...
i cant pay back wat they expect...
just a simple thing i cant make it...
hw useless i am...
i feel so sorry to them.. i really feel very sorry..
but i just cant speak out ...
i work so hard but still cant make it...
why i still cant make it...
i not work hard enough?
i don knoe..
i don understand...
i don ....
i cant weep away...
i am the one who make the thing become worst...
i am the one who make the thing become incurable....
i am coon....